I wanted to do a post about "failed" adoption reunions because I hear from many adoptees who are in the same boat as myself. I don't like to view my adoption reunion as a failure. I have had many people (including other adoptees who have not taken the plunge themselves) assume that my reunion was a failure because there were certain outcomes that did not meet my expectations.
I have no regrets at all about my reunion. I had two decades to think about having a reunion with my mother and deal with all the emotional baggage that comes along with being raised in closed adoption. At some point, I decided to hell with the outcomes, I was just going for it. (I got in touch with my inner badass).
On some level I knew that my reunion with my first mother would not be a life-long relationship. Before I flew into Philadelphia, I had carefully prepared a photo album of my life for her because I secretly feared that we may only see each other that one time. I knew something was amiss after speaking with my mother on the phone, but I ignored the little voice that was trying to tell me something. I just wanted my mother to have that photo album of my life in case at some point, she no longer had me.
My friend Vaseem who has walked this journey with me, said to me one time early in my reunion:
"Your finding your mother is probably going to be more important for her, than it is for you".
I could not totally understand what he meant at the time. In the high emotions of finding my mother, I could not imagine that I would be more important to her than she was to me my whole life. I figured she thought about me now and then, but finding her was one of my biggest life quests that thinking she could be affected as much or even more than me, was not yet registering on my radar screen. Like all children (even adult ones) we tend to be self-centered.
This reunion was about me! Once I was knee-deep into the reunion, and talked to other mothers-of-loss in the adoption community, it finally hit me that my finding my mother was a huge moment for her as well. I jumped into reunion without being fully prepared for the many outcomes. One of my blind spots is always to do things myself, instead of seeking out the guidance of others who have walked the path before me.
I don't know if my mother also went into a depression, almost got divorced and thought she had lost her mind, like I did -- I will never know, because our relationship could never get past the surface. But even with the emotional hell I went through, I have no regrets.
I do know that whether my mother admits it or not, losing me was a profoundly painful experience. And then realizing I was alive and well, must have been both painful and healing for her. My reappearing in her life forced her to face things in her life that she had successfully buried for decades. I have never walked in her shoes and I can only imagine the difficulty she experienced upon giving me up and never knowing if I was o.k..
When your reunion goes bust, the healthiest thing you can do is hold on to the good.
Because my mother said yes to me, I learned I have siblings -- most importantly a sister. I always wanted a sister. Somebody who I could tell secrets to growing up. Fortunately, God gave me that person when he put Marla (another adoptee) in my life and house growing up. We are still sisters to this day but it is still really cool knowing I have a sister-by-blood.
I have two really cool cousins that I just love to pieces. My first cousin Jackie I met in 2011 in Florida. It was amazing to see how much we are alike. She is blonde and blue-eyed but my husband said our mannerisms are very similar. Our daughters hit it off and it was such a wonderful two days we got to spend together.
My first cousin John (who lives 10 minutes from my house) is a local celebrity in my home town. I ran into him last night at a Taste of Miami Valley and I couldn't stop hugging him. I love that guy! He welcomed me immediately into my new family and even brought me some photos of his family (including my mother) when they were living in Chicago. I felt an instant connection with him upon our initial phone call (probably because he too is an adoptee). When I'm holding on to the good, I hold John in my heart.
My family tree on ancestry makes my heart happy every time I log in. Every time my editor (Zack) adds another branch to my tree, I feel more connected to the human race.
Since my reunion, I have met many amazing people involved in the Adoptee Rights Coalition and now I too am part of that amazing group. I have spoken to and corresponded with hundreds of adoptees around the United States and even beyond --
The door that opened me up to all these experiences was that day I sent $500.00 into The Cradle Adoption Agency, Post-Adoption Services. The year was 2006. And it changed my life.
- Start Here
- Why No Apologies?
- The Adoptee Survival Guide
- DNA Testing
- Recommended Documentaries
- Ohio Adoptees
- Adoption-Reconstruction Stage Theory
- Contact Lynn
- Adoptees and Boundaries
- The Future of Adoption
- The Secret Identity of an Adopted Child
- Ghost Kingdom
- Seven Core Issues of Adoption
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
I don't claim to be a legal expert* -- only one of many millions who have watched this train-wreck of a case come to pass. I'm just another adoptee who has an unknown father out there somewhere in the world. My father was not considered in my adoption nor was his parentage considered as important to my "case". My father was neither notified or asked what he thought of my adoption -- according to my adoption agency.
I was talking to my husband today about how the Baby Veronica case demonstrates the larger problem of father's rights in this country. My husband, one of the best men and fathers I know, was treated poorly by crappy divorce laws (like millions of other men) and he responded by doing the right thing (paying child support and driving out of town to visit with his daughter every other weekend for over 10 years). Like Dusten Brown, my husband's role and importance in his daughter's life was minimized and marginalized by not only his former wife, but the law.
The Indian Child Welfare Act (ICWA) has become the main focus on this case, which in all fairness was a technicality Dusten's lawyers could use to stop this unethical adoption in its tracks. Because let's face it, had Dusten not been a member of Cherokee Nation, he would have likely never received his daughter for the 2 years he has been parenting her.
This does not make the ICWA a bad law or a problem. It was put in place to stop the exploitation of Native children and should remain in effect. It's one of the few laws that actually does attempt to keep children with their biological families and should be respected as is. The real problem that is being covered up by all the hoopla in the media is that unmarried fathers are in a no-win position when it comes to private adoption.
The mother, Christy Maldonado, did two right things. She informed her attorneys who the father was and that Dusten Brown was a member of the Cherokee Nation. The attorneys knew this, yet somehow his name got misspelled and his birth date listed incorrectly on the correspondence sent to Cherokee Nation. All three parties of this case (Christy, Dusten and the Capobiancos) have been vilified as the problem in this case; however, I say that the adoption industry along with unfair adoption laws are the bigger problem.
What jumps out for me is that had Dusten not been a member of Cherokee Nation, he wouldn't have had a leg to stand on if he had not known about Veronica when he was away serving our country.
Dusten, being an unmarried father, would have been treated like the other unmarried fathers in this country. As a nobody without any rights. Mothers who relinquish have all the rights to do what they see fit for their baby. Adoption law puts the mother in a superior legal position to make decisions at the expense of the father's and child's rights.
The child's right to continue his tie to his biological family is not even considered in adoption law as long as the mother consents to relinquish. His very identity is not even addressed except to cover it up with an amended birth certificate. A mother can disconnect her child's ethnicity, blood, rights to inheritance, name, and future all by signing a one page document in front of an attorney, social worker and notary outside of Court.
In other cases, we see this scenario played out repeatedly: we have a hormonal, sad and angry mommy (with very little support by society to keep her baby), signing over her baby as soon as she is released from the hospital, many times without the father's knowledge or consent and we call this ethical? We call this "best interests of a child"?
Make no mistake, Dusten Brown was lucky he even knew about his child. He was lucky to get the famous "text message" where he supposedly gave up his rights. The way the laws stand in many states, the mother had no legal obligation to tell Dusten a thing. She could have quietly left the state, handed over the child and lied about who the father was (like mothers were encouraged to do during the Baby Scoop Era) and the adoptive parents and father would be none the wiser.
In many states, the Putative Father Registry is what allows relinquishing women to get around the unmarried fathers of their children. The theory is, if the father is interested in parenting, he would sign up for this unheard of and unknown Putative Father Registry in order to obtain legal notice of an adoption of his child.
This is an unfair burden to put on men. We talk about men not stepping up and then we see one who does and suddenly, he is vilified and told to go back to Oklahoma because the "real parents" are in South Carolina. It's the typically sad portrayal similar to divorce in the U.S. "Mom versus Dad" "Adoptive Parents versus Dad" . . . couldn't we better spend our energy on thinking about how we got to this point of vilifying parents and pitting them against each other? Until we can understand how we got here, there will be many more Baby Veronicas in the future.
Even though the law said my daughter's unmarried father had no right to know anything about our adoption petition (because he failed to sign up for the Putative Father Registry), I called him anyway. It was the right thing to do. He gave us his blessing. He did not hire an attorney, he did not file a paternity case, he did not provide support nor did he ask to visit. He did what most fathers do when they don't want to parent: nothing. He went on with his life.
Now contrast this to Dusten. Initially, Dusten was reported as being less than enthused at the thought of being a parent again (he has another daughter). However, when he realized that his daughter had been placed for adoption (without his knowledge), he hired a lawyer and fought. And he is still fighting. This is what is expected of a father who wants to parent his child: pay a lawyer untold amounts of money so you can have a right to your own child. Why no presumption that Veronica is better off with Dusten from the start?
In family law cases outside of adoption law, the presumption is that children should live in their original families unless the parent(s) cannot achieve the goals of a case plan. If the case plan is completed, the family is reunited. Parents have a year or two to prove that they can reunite the family before adoption would ever enter in as a possibility.
Adoption law makes placing children with strangers too easy. It's too easy for a mother to sign a relinquishment in many cases 72 hours after birth while hormones are pulsing through her and emotional distress is heavy on her mind. She fears abandonment, homelessness, possibly losing her other children, and she is supposed to make this huge, life-altering decision for herself and her child and never for one moment waver or later change her mind?
It is no accident that the law makes it easy for mothers to relinquish. The laws are in support of the money-making private adoption industry. Lobbyists for the adoption agencies have the money and time to make sure adoption laws are slanted in their favor.
In private adoption, once a relinquishment is signed by the mother, the adoptive parents are on equal legal ground with the mother. This is not good if the mother changes her mind before the adoption is finalized. She is forced to fight people she many times hand-picked to parent her child. Parents with more money and the ability to continue paying their lawyer.
We pretend that Mom having her own lawyer makes this all ethical. If that same mother changed her mind four months into an adoption placement (before finalization), she would be vilified just like Dusten Brown and the majority of the people would cry "no-do-overs, Mama!". Her lawyer would likely tell her to hang it up and forget it. No do-overs, Mama. . . sorry you lost your child forever and your child has lost you and her original identity as well.
Why is this ok? And why are there no laws in place protecting a child's right to her OWN parents and her OWN heritage instead of laws that swiftly take away these birth rights? Answering these questions with the tired, worn-out reply that adoptive parents are the real parents doesn't hold water.
Handing adoptive parents an amended birth certificate in no way changes the reality of who gave birth, who fathered the child, who their ancestors are and who they look like. A final adoption decree does not necessarily mean an adoption of a child was handled fairly and ethically. When we leave fathers out of the picture, how can we say adoption is ethical?
As it stands now, the unmarried father -- if he is even aware there is an adoption petition filed-- is on even lesser legal ground than the mother and the prospective adoptive parents, unless he has jumped through the prescribed hoops: providing support to the mother and child in utero and after birth, signing up for the Putative Father Registry, filing a paternity action, and asserting his rights in Court. And even then, he has to prove he is more fit than married, financially stable adoptive parents. (Fathers, go here to find out how to stop your child from being adopted without your consent).
If a father has not jumped through the prescribed hoops, he has legally abandoned his child. The legal abandonment is what allows many adoptions to become finalized. (One glaring problem being - how can a person truly abandon a child when he doesn't even know the child exists?)
The father has to be psychic (sometimes) and super-human to ever stop an adoption of his child. And we wonder why some men give up and walk away from their children. We demoralize fathers before they have had even had a chance to show what they can do.
And the general public stands on the sidelines cheering this injustice on. We cheer for the adoptive parents, many who are infertile, because we feel they deserve to be parents. They put in the sleepless nights for the first few months and should be able to keep the child, right? They paid medical bills for the mother, and home study fees and their lawyer, so giving back the child to his or her original family would be too much to ask, right?
Note that foster parents put in the same commitment and work in as do prospective adoptive parents but we would be outraged if they refused to return children to their biological families.
When a child was removed from a parent's home in the custody cases I used to work in, there was a "due diligence search" required, meaning the case worker has to make every attempt to find a family member where this child could be placed before putting the child into foster care.
Why no due diligence search in private adoption? Why is the mother's preference more important than the what the father and his family wants? Why no law that protects Veronica's right to her original family (other than the ICWA) until the Judge is absolutely certain nobody in her family wants to parent her and is fit to provide for her?
My position is that all fathers, even unmarried ones, deserve to know they fathered a child. If this slows down an adoption, then so be it. DNA tests should be ordered and proof of notification of the biological father and consent should be received before an adoption is finalized. Good fathers should not be penalized for the sins of the deadbeat dads.
Their parents can include adoptive parents but adoption should only occur after all efforts have been made to preserve the original family. We need laws in adoption that better protect and support mothers, fathers and children.
*all legal opinions expressed here are solely the opinion of this author. This article is not to be construed as legal advice and is not to be copied without this author's express permission.